.on.repeat.stranded.always.never.and.4ever.

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music instrumental kid cudi - the wizard


.stranded.
and it's. just
a. 6 seven
2-step.
rhythm
i've gotta finish
.beginning.
.2 end.
hit'em quit'em
4get'em
and
i.just.
did.
BAAAM, bitch
im mad. but.im
magic.
and like a bad
habit
u can trust
.this.
bcuz.i didnt plan it
im
on another planet
and havent even
.landed.
.left. .stranded.
dont know
what this is.yet.
but im not done feelin it.
fuck ur mind
im just havin sex
cold u know?
but ditto
no worries means no stress
so im a hopeless ho
and if im alive. y
am.i.
living 2 die. when ive
already been dead
.twice..n tha mind
.yep.
mental suicide
and never once bled.
it's my new fuckin trend
i kill myself everyday
trying 2 die
dying 2 die
just 2 feel alive.
ribbon tailed kites
and i'll choke tha sky
more knots 2 untie
and these r .my.
.toxic.
shock. thoughts
these i'll fuckin defend
im.
.as.
.firm.
.as. .rock.
just like my friend
so just
lean
and.rock.
just rock
just. lean and rock.
.back. n. 4th
and just rock
just.rock
locked
n loaded
2 every trigger
my finger's
ready.
so let's.get.rocked
2 every .beat..
.that ticks
.and.then tALks.
like a pendulum
clock.
i. just watch
and i
rock. i just
rock
2 these fuckin thoughts
kick
a few rocks
kick it n tha rain
fuck what u were taught
hope u get tha point
but u wont find a spot
already n a box
where tha bottom is tha top
and it takes just 1 shot, my luv
2 spin that bitch rite off
and i wont stop
disconnect u n2 a million fuckin dots
leave u on every sick and dirty twat
rub urself raw
and watch as u rot
fuckin gross but cumm here, doll
how much do u cost
we know it's not a lot
i'll borrow it from ur mom
and u're already bought
fuckin ride or drive
either way..get lost..
.and.oh man.i gotta confess
.im soooo fuckin lost
and not very blessed
where do i begin?
im. just a
6 seven
2-step.
alarm already
.set.
2 a rhythm
not a
.threat.
.mutherfuck
almost. famous blameless regrets
so.with no hands
and no hook, luv
baby, i. made.it.
and still.
i
remain.
.nameless.
detonated.
and suffocated.
.belated.
.devastated.
n birthday wishes
and last year's
kisses
blowing me.
away
and no bridges
makin
fucked up decisions
i cant see.but, boy
do i listen
it only takes.
about a half a.second
4 me 2 get. tha message
.im
.destined
2
.fall.
.and just.
.fall.
n and out of this mess
.but instead.
i'll.
do.my.best
2
get off this ledge
and
i'll
just
jump
numb
right thru
u
and ur life's duress
fruit loops
and hoops
man i detest
this silly-ass test
a few
.blues..clues.
2 cheat tha rest
and we're
dressed 4 success
n parachutes
and bullet proof
vests
cupid's
got my cigarettes
and.im up 2 my neck
n
pharmaceutics
more excuses
more music
fuck about nooses
baby, dont fret
and dont get upset
fuck if i ever let'em
rent
space n my head
.it's
.go hard.or go home, dove
and i. could care
less
how careless
i am. either way.i
lose
so, im keepin it real
real triple x
and all brand new
but always got u
played like a fiddle
believe me, doll
u're no riddle
so imma let. u.
choose.
start n tha middle
bcuz
im a bit fickle
and if u're n a pickle
u can pick my doom.
bcuz it.just.looms.
addicted
2
.tha tragedy.of tha.
tragic.tragic
truth.
like a magnet
2 one fuckin tune
sit back and relax
it's attractive
so no one's held
captive
it's a standstill
sitting
quite stagnant
..practically
absent
tha fact is
it reminds me of how cheap
crack is
but im already consumed
n ur perfume
so all i really feel is a static
tomb
and im out of practice
.so, soon. baby .soon.
i'll remember u
like deja vu
.tha..only. memory.
i drew.
is.
.of u.
and.me.
n.and.out
and. it's.
n.and.
out. of
.me.
so.just keep.me.baby.
keep me
rite there. rite from tha start
.bcuz im..n your heart, my luv
but.tha devil's also got a part
bcuz he's
..nside.of.mine.
.nside.
.of. .me.
i.
cant.imagine.
i
can only dream.
.of a cactus.
drowning
n. malice
..so..deeply..
.callous
this sadness
n my.eyes..
.a pray mantis.
dearly
.a.blank.canvas.
glued
shut
stuck
2 one repeating
beat.
i .live  .love.
.and i breathe.
4 u.
nothin but a thing
times.five.and. back.
2 tha pursuit
of threes
and blue balloons
tha way that. i. move.
it's .n hell's bells and rings.
all. 2 a
one two beat, mon ami
like cocaine n my veins, baby
ur a drug
that i need
.please shatter my all. my everything
i know and believe
fuck if. i. know now
what 2 think.
there's always just.
1 more
thing.
so it's not a damn thing
2 me
it's literally nothing.
.so. fuck. if i.
always never
and 4ever
.see.
tha devil
rite.
thru.
me.
and im
buried alive
but u're tha 1.
who
cant.see.
.me.
sincerely,
.me, baby.
.it's.
just.
.me.
literally
so literally
go fuck urself literally
signed sealed
and delivered,sincerely.
baby, it's just.me
and this shit.rite.here. seriously
tha experts
call it.
ocd aDd abc 123 look at these
fuckin tha devil's fuckin me
so i call it .my shell.
my self induced. living creed
my hell of all holy hells
a sick world. but oh well
.it's .neither. here.
.nor there.
life's not fair
and i hate tha fuckin air
so. u better .learn.
.wait ur turn.
.earn.
.return.
.b concerned.
.and just..burn, baby
.burn.
bcuz. 2day is. not ur day
it's not ur. turn.
not ur urn
and i dont fuckin care
.what u heard.
fuck ur truth
and fuck ur dare
i dont feel a thing.
already told u, baby
i h8 tha air
im
forced 2 breathe.
.thru wings.
this fuckin world is so cruel
so i can b mean
it's so nice 2 feel free
and a big fat fail 2 humanity
mark my mind
as.casualty
number 33333333333333333333333333333
2 nfinity
and.please. just.fuck me..over.
twice even. 4 times
an eternity
please
and we're back 2
333333333333333333333333333333333333
an nfinity 4 eternity please
bcuz fuckin
all i.
always never ..see
r
demons n. and all
around me
swallowing my words
b4
i even utter
stutter
a drug baby slur
i mean.speak.
and it hurts
it stings bees
so i just.
.write.
and i
write
and.i.
just fuckin
write
until it
just.
.feels rite.
so
middle fingers up
bcuz
im
beyond bored
with
whatever
heaven
questions
fake expressions
u adore.
so..who will u meet
dead on tha floor
who taught u tha lessons
gave u directions
who will u see. who will u greet
when looking up from.satans feet.
who will it b
i hope u get tha
impression
it could b me
u c
im.
tha exception
2 tha rule u cant break
im a legend
n essence
i'm defined with no definition
like when a hug
feels like a snub
so pay closer attention
2 what i happen
2 mention
u can learn so much, luv
so just learn
and listen
im simply above
numb
like an adrenaline
rush
diamonds, fool
so. good luck. and jump
bcuz guess tha fuck what?
lucky charms
are 4 drunks
and i dont drink
.i erupt
not interrupt
its not a discussion
i 4got ur name
so i cant discuss.
a million and one reasons y
i wanna eat u. 4 lunch
lemme bite
ur cherry coke tongue
.leave every comma hung.
like bubbles n gum
.so let's float.
who's got tha time 2 run
baby, im.
.helium.
.nside of a pun.
lighter than
just
'sum.fun.and'sum cumm'
y would i
wanna b.under tha sun
wrapped n2 one
and now we're all fucked
dumb
n true religions
.and a glove.
1 bullet
2 guns.
.and ive just begun
look down n2
my.magnum
and c everything's
platinum
the best of
led
.zeppelin.
n red
.lovely plum
scarlet begonia.drums
a phantom bed.
sum head
..and a bump
..of white rivers n .rum.
..cut..
.real fine and dry.
.dropping.
oceans n2 tha devil's eyes
.dropping.
nside.of.mine.and im
all wet
but. we're all good.n.tha.hood
bcuz we're. all just. friendly kin
so y.
bother
if. i.
dont.bend
fist fuck
another rubber-band-man dead 2 no end
just.bcuz.
idk
so i'll just fuckin shrug
tha end begins dead, i guess
u get tha jest
so i hope u get tha rest.
just.
mutherfuck. dead ends
there's better stuff id rather
gather
than eves apples again and again
just ask her
already had her
i just add her
math isnt a factor.
fuck eve
i wish i were a sick bastard
bcuz im gettin madder
and im still catchin'her
i shouldve fuckin. grabbed her
stabbed her
dragged her
bag her
tag her
murder
this mental suicide massacre
damned.like.adam.
so baby just call me. master
and yes sir
bring ur ladder
bcuz im an elevator
going down
much faster
so nothing. else
matters
and glass ceilings
dont shatter
u touch tha sky, baby. and i.
feel saturn.
remember. life's
simple pattern
of .returns?
.first..
.learn.
.wait ur turn.
.earn.
.concern.
.urn.
.burn.
.wait ur turn.
.learn.
.and.just.wait.
and observe
it's not ur. fuckin turn.
do not disturb
.return.
learn
there is no god
and there's no eternal
burn
it's just dirt
no one's begotten
so learn, son
u're not tha only 1
and there's no kingdom
2 cumm
i wish there were, luv
but go back and unlearn sum
hit return
and we're back 2 1st
so just learn sum
bcuz
it's ok 2 b a faggot
and im laughin
if they get married on tha sabbath
even better.so learn sum
it's ok, 2 b a white trill nigga rappin
but it's not ok 2 b a
bitch-assed assassin always packin
we all need heat.so learn sum, luv
told u already
tha truth is: this world is tragic
and every1's a maggot
and it can make u so mad
u simply have 2 b magic
.numb.
.jump.
and. every1's an addict
so learn sum
we're all plastic elastic
not everything has a reason, my beloved ones
and not everything's an accident
tha word is 'random'
pay 4 life? with life?
that word is 'ransom'
so please. just. learn sum
and 2 tha dudes out there
who deserve 2 b crushed
72 virgin wives?
who'd b so fuckin dumb?
just learn sum
tha bible should b 1 page
both sides front
5 simple words.
'dont b such a cunt'
period.
and im serious.
im definitely no nun
but.
if u need 10 commandments
then u're a failed abortion.
so 2 u, i say: 'u blow and u suck'
i wouldnt fuck u over a tampon stuck
u aint shit; i wouldnt feed u 2 a bum's crumb
u're a pussy
but shouldve been it's blood.
blush, luv
either way. u get dropped and flushed
cumm. 2 think of it
baby, just get on ur knees
and just hummmmmm
humm baby humm
humm
and sing me a song
get me outta this prison of prisms
problem solved
and just humm baby
get involved
and just humm
bcuz
him her or i
.we're all divine.
so humm, my luv, humm
i.hope im that sign n ur eyes
.and i hope i
shine
bright
like a satellite
and just humm, my luv
humm, baby
it's a colt 45
and a 9
sigh. and humm, my luv
sigh. and humm.
.and. i hope i shine
bright
like a satellite
humm, my luv
i hope i
light up
ur
nite
everynite
2nite
is a good nite
so humm, my luv, humm
cumm
..i..
...hope...
....i....
.....shine.....
and
......i......
.......hope.......
........im.........
.........bright.........
cumm
and
i
just
write
till
it
just
feels
rite.
.now.
.maybe i will. maybe i might.
.it's n my eyes.
.where tha devil cries.
.and we're all divine.
.so please believe.
.im never more alive.
.until im feelin myself die.
.so just humm, my luv.
baby, just humm.
.b divine.
bcuz. im not done
so.cumm, my luv, cumm.
and.
.just humm, baby.
just.
.humm.

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